Trust Me Less.

"I know God will not give me anything I cannot handle, but I just wish he wouldn't trust me so much."
- Mother Theresa

I have hope that everything will be okay, but why is there a need to test my faith so much? Is it so imperative?

I guess it is. I guess part of that is faith. I'm almost sure of it. Because if I could cross those hurdles alone, hope would not exist, and neither would faith, because faith and hope are so intertwined. I know some high power is helping me, but I've got to gather all my knowledge from prior difficulties and put forth my best effort. HOPE- when even when you're doing everything wrong, it's that you did it with your best efforts with the intentions of doing it right- that's what matters. I believe it, I do. I do. I do. 

I would just like a break here and there. 

But I have hope for a better day.